Well I know it's been ages, what can I say. I have been busy with my writing! *grin*
But now I am here to catch up on everything I've missed. It's so nice to see Evgeni looking so well and so sweet of him to post vids of his puppy!!!! He's so CUUUUUTE!!!
My mom isn't doing too well. She was in the hospital for last week, they were supposed to operate on her leg AGAIN. But they apparently screwed up her blood in the last operation and had to find a different kind. So they sent her home and now she's back in, this time for the operation itself. We're all pretty nervous, because they're not sure her heart can take it.
I'm pretty scared because I deeply believe in omens, and Friday I had one.
I dreamed that my great-aunt Betty left a message on my answerin machine telling me that my sister was dead. In my dream, I called mom and we started crying about how we expected it, how sad it was, etc. Then I woke up.
Point is, I'm nervous because this dream... it just has an ominous tone to it. I'm trying to keep my hopes up. I worried so much over the weekend I made myself literally sick (I'm still sick). I haven't been able to sleep much either. So today, of course, I started watching some of Zhenya's old performances, and let me tell you, as they always have in the past, they helped. I'm still worried, but not quite as much. Man, if he only knew how much his skating has helped me overcome personal crises in the past. Anyway, just wanted you guys to know.